Tuesday 29 January 2019

LULLABY


Lines map    her aging face
As her life     breaks down    my heart
                                                     Love you babe          
Slap!
Her withered, haunted gaze
An echo    of survival
                                                     Love you babe
Smack!
The creases    of her smile
Confused    and bewildered
                                                     Love you babe
Thwack!
Her love     is black and white
My own    many shades of grey
                                                     Love you babe
Get here now!
Soft/hard, good/bad, right/wrong
I bare    invisible scars
                                                     Love you babe
Bend over!
Pain begets pain   for all
And fear    is a bold tyrant 
                                                     Love you babe
Stop crying!
Maslow’s layers of lies
Mean nothing    to babes in arms
                                                     Love you babe
Get the waddy!
All needs are relative
And all relatives     have needs
                                                     Love you babe
Where’s the sashcord?
Side by side, year by year
Her needs, my needs, and their needs
                                                     Love you babe
Who hid the wooden spoon?
Scarce resources    make rules
The will to comply, survive
                                                     Love you babe
Now you’ll listen!
Do you know    what love is?
Can you? Can she? How can I?
                                                     Love you babe
This time you’ll learn!
She tried hard. Did her best.
Crimes of love    a pain beyond
                                                     Love you babe
Get back here!
She weakens now. Scars show.
Her life of turmoil    revealed
                                                     Love you babe
Are you going to make me use it?
Written    for all to see
Mine    much harder to spy
                                                     Love you babe
You’re asking for it!
I am the strong one    now
Her warning cries    a whisper
                                                     Love you babe
That’ll teach you!
Lessons of love    skewed
But I have found    my path
                                                     Love you babe
Have you had enough yet?
Through her slanted efforts
I fear less. I bend, not break
                                                     Love you babe
What did you say to me?
I offer    the lost care
Show her    soft gentility
                                                     Love you babe
You won’t do it again!
Rheumy eyes    show    surprise
A long hug. No whip    or curse
                                                     Love you babe



….Love you Mum. 

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